Thank you for telling the truth. Most people don't.
Right now, the timing or the resources aren't aligned for this program, and forcing that alignment would be the wrong move for you and your family. That is not a failure. It is an honest reading of the season you're in.
Two things before you go.
First, the masterclass is yours. Watch it again. The five shifts cost nothing to begin practicing, and the reframe alone, futures over histories, can change what you do this week.
Second, the work itself does not require the program. COROS AI is the coaching intelligence built in the same tradition as everything in the masterclass, and it is open to you now. It will not flatter you and it does not keep office hours. Begin with your mood, honestly named, and let it work you.
And third, when the season changes, this door will still be here.